La SEP primaire progressive est incurable. Pas de protocole de gu\u00e9rison. Ce caract\u00e8re in\u00e9vitable affirme que la vie n’est pas \u00e0 nous. Il cl\u00f4t nos pr\u00e9tentions idiotes et ouvre un espace in\u00e9dit. Plus de coupables en cas d’\u00e9chec th\u00e9rapeutique, ni le malade, ni les m\u00e9decins, puisqu’\u00e9chec il y aura, puisqu’\u00e9chec il y a d\u00e9j\u00e0. On endure ensemble. Chacun fait au mieux, mais la fin est connue. C\u2019est ainsi.<\/p>\n
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Cette existence m\u2019a transform\u00e9. De l’int\u00e9rieur de ma subjectivit\u00e9 malade, elle r\u00e9v\u00e8le de nouvelles obligations. La SEP implique une morale, une responsabilit\u00e9, un devoir. En particulier, je suis devenu hypersensible \u00e0 deux choses.<\/p>\n
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D\u2019abord je ne supporte plus la souffrance inutile. Je pourrais devenir violent envers ceux qui l\u2019infligent. Je crains jusqu\u2019au d\u00e9lire d\u2019en \u00eatre l\u2019auteur, m\u00eame involontaire.<\/p>\n
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Ensuite, je souffre instinctivement, intimement, fraternellement, avec ceux qui essaient et \u00e9chouent. Encore plus avec ceux qui essaient comme ils savent qu\u2019ils vont \u00e9chouer. Je pense en particulier aux malades d\u2019addictions, aux d\u00e9sesp\u00e9r\u00e9s, aux victimes de situations tragiques, entendez sans solutions. Leurs efforts, leurs chutes me terrassent. J\u2019y vois l\u2019infini du malheur, le n\u00e9ant instill\u00e9, la mort en soi. J’y vois ce que je ressens en moi.<\/p>\n
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Je pleure. Je prie dans les larmes. Je crie avec Job. Je gueule, j’engueule Dieu, la Vie, les circonstances. Je fais ce que je peux, et je ne peux plus. Je ne comprends pas, je ne veux plus expliquer. Mon minist\u00e8re presbyt\u00e9ral est avec tous ceux-l\u00e0, dans leur trou, au fond du vide.<\/p>\n
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R\u00e9duit \u00e0 presque rien, mon \u00e9glise est universelle.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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