Je per\u00e7ois parfois la SEP comme une exp\u00e9rience extravagante d’un autre <\/i>en soi. Peut-\u00eatre avec le niveau d\u2019alt\u00e9ration d\u2019une grossesse (un autre qui traverse un corps), ou celui d\u2019un amour fou, d\u00e9lirant et tragique (un autre qui obs\u00e8de l’esprit).<\/p>\n
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Certes, Hobbes ou Deleuze consid\u00e9reraient ce sentiment ali\u00e9nant comme f\u00e9licit\u00e9. En effet, selon eux, il intensifierait dans son ordre la force suppos\u00e9e vivifiante du d\u00e9sir : d\u00e9sir irr\u00e9fragable de la gu\u00e9rison, de la moindre souffrance, de la mort, ou encore nostalgie des temps anciens, insoucieux et b\u00e9nis. D\u00e8s lors, par paradoxe d\u2019apparence, les malades incurables seraient parmi les plus vivants des humains.<\/p>\n
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Pourtant, sommes-nous r\u00e9ductibles \u00e0 cette machinerie d\u00e9sirante, laborieuse, auto-centr\u00e9e et auto-motice, forme cardinale de nos soci\u00e9t\u00e9s lib\u00e9rales ? La v\u00e9rit\u00e9 du d\u00e9sir est-elle ce moi<\/em> d\u00e9rivant en cabotage, ballot\u00e9 d\u2019un objet de satisfaction \u00e0 l’autre ? Ne vise-t-elle pas tout autre<\/em> chose, un autre autrement autre<\/em>. En l’esp\u00e8ce un infini qui \u00e9treint aux tripes et renverse dans la poussi\u00e8re. Ou simplement son absence inqui\u00e9tante qui confond la raison par son impossibilit\u00e9 logique.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Avec SEP, je ne puis marcher plus avant sur la route plate des satisfactions successives. Car je glisse sans mesure et tombe \u00e0 chaque pas dans l’ab\u00eeme. Ce gouffre est simple et \u00e9vident, comme une catastrophe int\u00e9rieure et un d\u00e9sastre inconsolable. Il d\u00e9signe la pente discontinue de mon nouvel espace existentiel. Il dessine la pesanteur implacable de ma situation.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Or, par cette chute permanente, se d\u00e9couvre une dimension enfouie ou oubli\u00e9e, celle des antiques saluts et de la joie interdite. Dans les larmes de la perte et le cri des douleurs, au plus recul\u00e9 de l’\u00e2me d\u00e9faite, j’\u00e9prouve \u00e0 rebours une autre possibilit\u00e9. Non plus de devoir sans cesse d\u00e9sirer pour vivre, mais d’\u00eatre d\u00e9sir\u00e9 de toute \u00e9ternit\u00e9 par la vie elle-m\u00eame.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Alors, dans la nuit pure<\/em>, perdu, je qu\u00e9mande \u00e0 genoux cet amour inesp\u00e9r\u00e9 et sans jouissance, seul capable d\u2019abolir la plainte et la honte.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Je per\u00e7ois parfois la SEP comme une exp\u00e9rience extravagante d’un autre en soi. Peut-\u00eatre avec le niveau d\u2019alt\u00e9ration d\u2019une grossesse (un autre qui traverse un corps), ou celui d\u2019un amour […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"default","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","ast-disable-related-posts":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"default","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"set","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2832","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-analyse"],"yoast_head":"\n